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And I realize(d)!

At least

I('ve) manage(d) to 

anyway(s).

Of course

Only after I had sworn to myself

Against the better knowing(s) of my consciousness

That I was

 in fact

In Love with this girl. 

Her name

By the way 

The girl standing here before me

Is one that I have become

Incredibly familiar with.

So

To that regard, in which

I (have) so disregard(ed) it

To be

It is

At least

By its very nature

Tedious. 

At least

It is to me. 

  

But.

            

However

                        Therefore

                                    Thereby

                                                Essentially

Since you’ve managed to dry up my tongue

I must have another drink.

But, everything we drink here makes us  thirstier

And so, we'll dance!

And so, you dance

And so, when you dance

                                   

I swear

That I am (un)inhibited.

No!

I am Frazzled!

No! I am Bankrupted!

                                                                        By the very Glib,

And

                                                                                                 Garrulous,

                                                                                                            And frivolous,

Nature of our conversation(s).

                                               

But I will dance too

Because I am in love

With what it is

That you are singing.

And I will laugh too

Because I am in love

With what it is

That you are saying.

And we will brush our skin too

Because we are in love

With how it is

That we are feeling. 

And we will be young too

Because, we are in love

With how much it is 

That we don't know any better

Because

We won't know any better.

Until you fall down, of course.

But

Because you jumped into my arms

I was the one who scraped my knee(s).

Let’s go home now

 I will say

            And I will wave.

Let’s go home now 

I will hint

            And I will wave.

Let’s go home now

 I will beg

            And I will wave.

Until there is another exchange of currency

                                                            For more of a mess

                                                            To be poured 

Down our throats.

But, now, there are no mechanics!

What, what, what, did I miss?

Because, no matter how frivolous and glib and playful I

May be, by my very nature . . .  

Love

Is a domineeringly Tantamount animal

By its very Nature.

And 

how did I miss that you were too?

And so madly, too?

But
Not with me.